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2006-03-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

ROMP @ ZOUK. 16th MARCH (march holidays)
UNDERAGE PARTY !!!
presale @ $16 door @ $18, with a free drink.
SPOT THE DIRTIEST DANCER contest!
first prize winner gets $200, 2nd prize, $100 and 3rd prize, $50!!
r&b and hiphop ALL NIGHTfrom 9 - 4!
guest appearance by local celebs!!

CONTACT,
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GINA-CUTIE 81126451

2006-01-01T03:30:00.000+08:00

HELLO TWOZEROZEROSIX.

oh i shant elaborate bt the countdown.
i just don't feel like it.
anw, the fireworks were prettyy.
=)

2005 has been full of ~~shits~~ since the beginning.
exactly 1 yr ago, my mom was admitted at SGH and we started 2005 dere.
from the start, things were already bad.
then skool. it just was different ~~this~~ LAST year.
wif the confusing/pathetic/childish friendship problems.
to my academic results deproving.
and the complicated problems and all.
and the one PART of me stuck in somewer i didnt even noe. till now.
and lately, i've done lots of stupid things.
alot of stuff to be learnt from 2005.
but put all that ~~shits~~ behind now.
start afresh. i HAVE to learn not to be too lazy lar. =/
haiyerr. i haven even done my hmwk.
2 more daes to skool. WOW.
my new year resolution is to SHOUT LESS. =)
tt was from my cuzzin. HAHA.
loads to look forward to in 2006.
hope it'll be a MUCH better year.
=)

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.
HEARTSHEARTSHEARTS.
=D

better sleep now.
BYEBYE.

*eLfarina`
if that's what you want,
that's what you'll get.

2005-12-31T01:30:00.000+08:00

ohmy. my neck, the right side aching lyke ~~fuck~~ sehh.
serious arhh. >(

anw, juz now was super funny.
went out wif mak, adeks and meera.
met dem at outram den settled sum stuff.
den had lunch at banquet harbourfrt.
sis and adek bought halters and tank tops.
i oni bought a purple halter. sweet.
AMEERAAAAA!! APER NIEE?!!!
sounds FAMILIAR sis???
MUAHAHA.. XD super farnie ok! hahahah..
anw, de train ride back to cck was NICE. =)
rite meera? rite adek? esp at jrg east arhh. HAHA. =P

OHKAY. den reached hm at 8plus.
did nth much. watched teevee. plae com.

dono going wer tomoro. i mean later on.
nad cant go out wif me cos harith doesnt allow her to.
pffts. den i wanna go esplanade wif dem but not conferm yet.
but i really really wanna go! =P

ohkay. im really tired and aching lyke fuck.
BYEBYE.

*eLfa`eLf
notice me.

2005-12-29T17:40:00.000+08:00

ydae was FUN FUN FUN.
went to meera's hse for updates and the latest news in town.
HAHAHA.
anw, told her the whole fucking story about some particular asshole.
oh yes, that mother fucker.
!@#$%^&* i am still not happy wif it.
and i wont be surprised if anything, just anything happens to him.
maybe sooner or later. ok drop the subject.
so juz tok tok tok wif her and adek while my mom went out wif mak, their mom.
oh yar, my hp no.'s CHANGED. no more 91515423.
so DON'T text or kol at tt no. animore. =)

the moms came back at meera's hse wif CHICKENS.
and so had dinner. den meera and adek decided to folo me go NTI.
my cuzzie's aunt's place but im not related to tt aunt lar.
ANW, adek got so interested wif abg fadli. hehehe..
innocent-kind-of-cute. ye lar pape lar. hahaha.. =P
so we camwhored. izz was dere too.
my cam got so tired tt it OFF when i wanted to snap a shot.
like fuck. CIS! hahha.. so we stopped camwhoring and got real bored.
exhanged stories~ hahah.
den decided to kol ppl. meera koled up fir, her scandal.
tt bitch. =P ok fine, i am a bitch too ok. hahha..
ohmygod. i culdnt get tt BABY'S voice out of my head lar ok!!
meera, and its UR fault!! =/ hahahaha.. kiter jadi sisters larr.. bole kannn..
YUCKS YUCKS YUCKS!! it was super disgusting ok! eeeeeww. =X ok forget abt it.
den i made a new fren. tok tok tok on the fone.
and we finally went hm nearing 1am.
super tiring lar. but FUN. =)
i love you gerls! *muacks*

todae has been super boring.
im supposed to continue wif the hmwk.
but no mood lar. -__-
gonna watch chronicles of narnia wif my brothers later at nite.
10pm show i tink. either at PS or TBP.
not sure yet. at least we are going out. =)

2005 is gonna end real soon. WOW.
it's been a year full of everything, really. =/

toking to sis on the fone now.
byeee.

*eLfa`eLf

2005-12-28T13:50:00.000+08:00

i'm not allowed to go into friendster or msn anymore.
it is TOO dangerous and non-beneficial.
OHMY. DO I LOOK LIKE I CARE?
-___-

the past two daes was spent just watching teevee.
baby's dae out is SUPER CUTE CUTE CUTE!
and the hindustan was SADDENING.
but i did NOT cry! *bluek*
my mom did though.
hhahah
princess diaries was NICE too.
one of my fave movies! =)

oh and i DID start on my hmwk ok!
only the compo. =/
HAHAHA
cos i gave up doing the maths.
i've forgotten everything, seriously.
did the ferst bit and i got put off.
wif the distraction of fone calls somemore. =P
hahaha

ydae was FUN at ferst.
hahahha
i wont elaborate further.
went escape wif dilah and fren and fren.
hahahahh
ok =X
CUTE CUTE CUTE, i swear.
*bluek*

oh fucking asshole.
*rolls eyes*
don't be surprised if you end up dead.
it's not my fault at all, motherfucker.

OOOPS, tts a little too much ehh.
=P

meeting sis later on.
updates updates!
den going to boon lay wif my cuzzie.
izz gonna be dere too. =)

ok im off to food.
BYEEE.

*eLfa`eLf
=/

2005-12-25T16:17:00.000+08:00

OK PEOPLE.
MY HANDFONE IS CONFISCATED!
so don't msg or kol me pls.
my mom will get it, NOT me.
pffts.
but i will survive.
=)

but tt poor fren of mine.
it is such a pity larr. haiyerrr.
but nvm, we're still in touch lar.
and SIS, dere's nothing between us lar.
frens only! *bluek*

ANIWAE... LYNI's bdae party ydae was GREAATTT. =D
before going yishun, followed my cuzzin go woodlands to meet her fren and pass sth. den we headed to northpt.
the train ride was hilarious lar. *bluek*
ohh da attached, tu pasal eksyen! kk tkper2..
HAHAHA.. ohh wacky wacky! =P

bought for lyni tis big pretty pink heart wif the word STAR in the middle.
and it was a gd choice cos lyni loved it alot. =)
thanks kak wati fer helping me choose.
anw, anoder cuzzie of mine, abg alis, kept on teasing me lar ydae.
IRRITATINGGGG!!! hmphh.
hahahha.. merepek sehh.
thanks ALOT to my bro for saeing tt asshole's name. *rolls eyes*
i don like him anymore larrrr!!! *bluek*
yes nad, he is an asshole. tk laku! =P

anw, den we just stayed dere, tok tok tok.
left for hm only at 11plus nearing midnite.
it was so fun lar, BONDING BONDING.

supposed to go changi todae wif meera all but my parents dowan to go.
so just staeing at hm todae for the whole dae.
my cuzzin oso not werking todae.
so it's gonna be TEEVEE all dae and i'm gonna use her fone now. ;D

*eLfa`eLf
=P

2005-12-23T18:55:00.000+08:00

ok i'm back hm.
and mummy haven saed anyting abt my fone YET.
=/
oh yeahh, it's gonna be confiscated.
I THINK.
tts wad she saed.
but so far, nothing.
hahaha
i hope it wont be for one month.
if yes, den im DEAD.
just wen i made a NEW friend! *bluek*
haiyerr.

anw, my new fren is so NICE to accompany me during the bus ride hm.
=)
hahahhah
funny funny.

ok BYEBYE.

*eLfa`eLf
nobody ever make me feel this way.
=)

2005-12-23T14:30:00.000+08:00

ok fine darling, it's OVER.
for real people.
HAHA, yes.
=)

ydae NITE was great.
SERIOUSLY larr.
ok fine, at 11.55 it wasnt.
but wadever, i'm over it.
penat kan mater jek sak. HAHA. =P
i'm prepared that it was NOT a joke wad.
so it's ok lar.
over, over LORZXZ.
wakakaka.. =P

THON-ing last nite was CRAZEE.
but tt LOUSY POK went to sleep early.
so left me and meera.
meera used the com, i watched.
i used the com, she watched.
den sis conferenced wif her frenss tt i dono.
so i got bored and someone else got bored.
so we decided to tok on the fone.
it was FUN larr.
he is GILER, yes yes. =)
but nice lar.
better than tt ASSHOLE. =P
so tok tok tok den sis went to sleep at 4.
and i hanged up my fone at 5.
hahahah
yes HE gave up ferst. =P
so went to sleep at 5plus lar.
=D
fun fun fun.

it's funny how it could turn up like this.
and make me forget everything.
and make me forget YOU, asshole.
=)

_*eLfa`eLf
nobody gonna take me higher.
=)

2005-12-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

my brother is being an ass rite now.
since yesterdae nite.
he's making me scared and not wanting to go hm.
=/

anw, im still at meera's hse now.
=)
barely slept ydae nite.
adek's fault lar.
hahaha
had to do her new blog.
den we frenster hop. HAHA
den just tok tok tok.
TEEHEE. - meera's new fave werd. -__-

anw, went to town wif meera juz now.
bought my skool bag.
sis chose fer me lar.
nice lar nice.
ripcurl. and its PINK.
=/
but nice lar!
we walked frm far east.
den had lunch at LP.
den walked3 to heeren.
finally took bus to jrg east.
and anoder FARKING JOKE was played on me again by tt asshole. =P
but i did NOT fell for it this tym.
in fact, i played along wif it. =)
TEEHEE. -__-
ok ok. it IS just anoder joke.
=)

den met adek at lot 1 for dinner.
ate at LJS den went lib.
met IZZ and her bro.
followed dem hm to get my present.
hahahha
thankeww IZZ for the bear. =)
*muacks*

we're not gonna sleep tonite agaen.
TON arhh TON. -__-"
HAHAHA

ok BYEBYE.
=P

2005-12-21T13:55:00.000+08:00

ok fine people.
IGNORE the previous post.
i was just so unsure lar yesterday.
but now i know.
=)

nope, it's not over.
<333

SLEEPOVER at meera's hse tdae.
woohoo!
it's gonna be a blast.
and yes sis, it's gonna be all about U-KNOW-WAD larr.
hahahaa
i noe u noe, we noe lar kann..
ok stop it. =P
i'm excited.
=)

but must go folo my mom buy my brothers' textbks ferst.
pffts.
=/

i am a little disappointed.
but i'm pushing it away.
=)
i've got to learn how to trust.

ok adios!
=)

2005-12-20T17:24:00.000+08:00

why did it turn out this way?
fine, i admit it IS my fault.
but i'm really sorry.
i don't know why i acted that way yesterday.
maybe it was the uncertainty.
but i just don't know how to explain it lar.
!@#$%^&*
so just fucking stop asking me why.
all i know is that i won't let you go.
cos i can't.
so i've made my decision.
maybe i am the stupidest bitch on earth.
but i want to prove something.
that i in fact, i DO love you.
and maybe you do too.
i want to find that out.
i still need time.
please, i'm sorry my darling.
don't leave me hanging like this.
it hurts and it sucks.
i don't like to wait.

and don't tell me that it's over.
please.

kiD, wo ai ni. <3

yesterdae sucks.
seriously.
ended up slacking at esplanade at 9plus frm ecp.
but thanks SIS for being there for me.
i don't think i can handle it all by myself.
really, THANKS my dear. *muacks*
i love you meera and adek.

i need something to distract me now.
-

my eyes are still fucking hurting.
wadthefuck.

BYE.

2005-12-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

kuch kuch hota hai is touching larrr!
=/
hahahha

did nothing much todae.
went to queenswae for awhile to alter my skirts.
den did nothing at hm.
my uncle just got back.
my grandma crying crying.
sad sight.
=(

ok ANW, tomoro going ecp wif meera, adek, my bro and some oder peeps. ;)
=D

wo ai ni lerr.
=)

from the day i met you, i know we'd be together.
<333

ok BYEBYE.
=)

2005-12-17T14:47:00.000+08:00

the friendster horoscope is amazingly impressive.
HAHAHA

ok anw, ydae was a BLAST.
=D
eating at swensens was FUN.
and SADLY, WE ARE NOT NORMAL to SOME people.
-___-"
err, HAHA. wadever lar. ok.
sounds familiar sis?
hahahha

and the CRAZY chipmunk was dared to eat the left over ice cream mixed wif LOTS of chilli sauce. YES SHE ATE IT FOR $5. =/

yes tt crazy ass did it.
hahah
ok anw, aft tt the 7 ABNORMAL PEOPLE went to take neos.
as in me, my bro, nad, harith, meera, adek and diyana.
it was so kecoh lar taking the neos.
hahahha
but fun fun.
den went cine for awhile to waste time.

after tt, left for esplanade.
took 111 and ended up we got in the same bus as THEM. =/
meaning, kel, rizza, kid and the OTHERS.
the whole clan came down lar.
hahahah
but thanks guys for everything.
it would be boring actually without them.
tak happening.
SIS, I NOE U NOE. WE KNOW LAR KANN..
wahahaha.. XD
ok the pics yar..

ok yeahh tts THEM.
the crazeee bunch.
hahahah
=D

den we cut the cake at 8plus lar.
eat eat eat.
drink drink drink.
den camwhoredd.
and den walk2 ard.
den go hm at 10.
=))
more pics belowww.

wokayy that's mostly the pics we took.
heheheh..
wahh. it was REALLY hell of a FUN ok!!
=D

ok lar sis, I NOE U NOE.
WE KNOW LAR OK.
=))
hahahha
;D

goshhh. i LOVE ydae.
THANKEW PEOPLE ONCE AGAIN.
for EVERYTHING.
CHIPMUNK darling,for the cake and the surprise.
SIS and ADEK, thanks for the BEAR and the adidas perfume and wallet.
DIYANA, thanks for coming down and the present.
HARITH, thanks for the gift and the cake too.
THE GUYS from longlee, thanks for coming down and the presents and the FUN. =)))
ERZA and ASILAH, thanks for coming down and the presents. and the brownie.

OHMY. THANKEW LARRR.
=D
hehehe
I HEART YOU ALL LOADS!
*muackss*

but i love you more, baby.
;D

ok BYEBYE people.
=)))

2005-12-15T23:16:00.000+08:00

i've got TWO TUBS OF CHOCOLATES from my dad.
=D
wheeeeeeeee.

HAHAHA..
DANCE DANCE DANCE people~
spinning r&b and reggae on fiezieshow.blogspot.com!
GO GO GO!
hahahhahah
XD

YAYY! tomoro's gonna be FUN!
=)
erza, NO rep-ing lar GUNDU!
wtf.
hahahha
=P

BURN IT UP! BURN IT UP!
;D

ehh *muacks*
=)

ok BYEBYE.
wheeeeee, im highh.

2005-12-15T14:30:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAH
hearing ERZA's deejay-ing online just cracks me up!
XD
but it's so funkayy larr. COOL COOL~
hahaha

thankew for the dedication!
=D
but i DO NOT like the bdae song larrrr!
WAHAHAH =P

OH AND THANKS JESS FOR CALLING ME UP AT 7AM!!
HAHAHA
nvm, im NOT angryy lar.
thanks for SINGING for me the bdae song!
=D
<333

thanks everyone for the smses and calls and wishes. =)
<33333

2005-12-15T01:45:00.000+08:00

i find it ironical that strangers who don't noe u at all wished u happy birthday but not your FRIENDS.
HAHAHA
rite izz?
very ironical indeed yeahh.
=)
but nvm, its ok.
i guess they're all asleep now.
-__-

yes yes, it's 15th december 2005.
=)

anw, thankew meera. <3
thankew izz.<3
HEARTS YOU BOF LOADS! =)
*muacks*

oh and surprisingly, SYIRA was the FERST to wish me.
tt was a SHOCK! =)
but hey, THANKS DEAR! <3
=D

yeah screw me for expecting so much.
-__-"

~~i'm pathetic, i know.~~

meeting izz tomoro most prob.
=)

BTW, king kong is 3 bloody hours.
like watch hindustan dammit.
watched it wif my family juz now.
it was fun tho.
=)

ok im off.
BYEBYE.
happy birthday to me~

2005-12-13T23:23:00.000+08:00

shopping just now was damn tiring lar.
hahhaha
met nad and diyana at redhill.
den head to bugis.
nad bought her baby doll top.
nice nice.
den we went to eat at mcd.
den off to town.
met my dad for moneyy.
HAHA
den walked2 ard town.
but den decided to go back to bugis.
so we went back and i got my top.
hahahha
yes erza, its PURPLE. =P
den nad went hm ferst and i accompany diyana find her stuff.
it was damn hard lar.
hahahah
went hm at 8plus.
my legs are damn tired. =/

OH YES! 2 more daess!!
=D
hahahhahah

the celeb's gonna be a blast.
;D
yes erza, PUKE PUKE PUKE.
=P

DONT BE URSELF DAE!
wth!
hahhaha
just DRESS UP~
WAHAHA. XD

ok im excited.
=/
BYEBYE.

2005-12-12T17:16:00.000+08:00

i decided not to go out wif the chipmunk todae.
give her chance.
=)

anw, my cuzzin's wedding ydae was NICE.
but it was so tiring lar become the kendarat.
and i have to giv the kids sweets.
and dere was this one gerl who kept coming to me for more.
saying her sibling haven get.
not only once lar.
after i gave her 3 times alrdy, i asked her how many siblings she got.
and she saed she had none. and she RAN AWAY.
den i was like, wth. i got fooled by 5 yr old kid. -___-
and all the meanies just laffed at me. *rolls eyes*
hahhaha
ok fine, i was fooled by a kid. =P
ohh and it was funny tt wan, my bro's abg angkat turned out to be one of the dishwashers.
WAHAHAH.
kesian kene cuci pinggan mangkok.
hahhaha
my bro kept on teasing him lar.
and he got so embarassed.
he turned out to be my cuzzin, kak ina's ex klassmate.
hahahha
overall, the whole dae was damn tiring but FUN.

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU! =D
Abg Herry, my cuzzin wif his wife. =)

ME and ZILAH ; ME and ADEK ELLA! =D

THE CUTEST COUPLE IN TOWN! ;D
my p2 bro and my niece. =) ;
THE NEXT BIG THING. HAHAHA. XD

ME and LYNI NADIAH; ella's sister. =) *muackss*
she's pweetty rite? =D

THEM in LIME GREEN. =)

THE CUZZIES~ =D
and that's NOT even half. HAHA
yeahh, there's MORE but the pelamin too small lar.
i'm gonna get married on a STAGE so tt ALL my cuzzies can take a NICE picture together.
HAHAHAHA. XD

KAK INA and WAN singing YANG TERSAYANG. ;
ABG DINO and KAK WATI singing BILA RINDU.
=D

above are some of the pics taken ydae.
=D

oh and someone called me at 12plus ydae nite.
bole bole cumer terperanjat jek.
HAHAHA
XD
boy, you're cute. =P

=)
OK BYEBYE.

2005-12-11T02:29:00.000+08:00

FOUR MORE DAES PEOPLE!
;D

hahahahah
ok i just can't sleep.
=/

the celeb's gonna be great.
=)
BYEBYE.

2005-12-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 3.30pm todae.
=/

did nothing much arhh.
and now im bored.
and ERZA is just making it worse.
HAHAH

EHH.. he sure has the word LOSER written all over his face.
hahahha

and oh some unknown guy juz wrote me a testimonial to wish me happy bdae.
i don even noe who the heck he is.
and my bdae is in 5 daes time. not todae.
=/

ok wadeverr.
tomoro my cuzz's wedding.
gonna be a kendarat AGAIN. =/
HAHAH..

u noe wad?
i think i'm through with you.

HAHA, ERZA DIER MERAJOK ARHH.
XD
wakakaka..

ok enough.
thanks to erza, i've gone mad.
HAHA
BYEBYE.

2005-12-10T02:00:00.000+08:00

stop pretending like you don't know lar.
but you can keep guessing.

not like i'm gonna tell you.

anw, i've been thinking alot.
about everything.
i guess kak ita's right.
when you think back about why you did it,
it just doesn't make sense at all.
it's just DUMB.
the reasons are meaningless.
not even worth wad u did.
-___-

maybe i will tell my story in 2 more years.
if i'm ready.
when i got the real answers.
but now, im not going to.
cos im still not sure.

GO AWAY.
i'm not going to keep on hoping like before.

BYEBYE.

2005-12-10T00:41:00.000+08:00

and i see you standing there,
wanting more from me.
and all i can do is TRY.

yeahh nad, TRY at least.
=)
maybe he is the right person.

but seriously, HOW do you know if he's the right person?
tts a hard qn arhh.
HMMM.. but from wad u tell me, i think he is the right person lar.
yeahh..

just now was FUN.
though we did nothing except take pics, pics, pics.
hahahhah
met nad at redhill at 3.30.
den went far east.
had lunch and den kak nadera joined us too.
without bringing her guy.
ISHH!
hahaha
den we went to cine lvl 9.
the new place arhh.
NICE place.
hahaha
ok den we head off to esplanade at 6plus.
den camwhored and slack2 dere till 9plus.
took a bus hm.

HAHAH..
i am NOT going to wait arhh.
wad crapshit.
*rolls eyes*
but i guess you're right.
i still am up to having lots of fun now.
=)

ok BYEBYE.

2005-12-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

OHKAY i changed my layout.
i got bored of the prev one.
tho it was NICER.
but nvm, this will do till im sick of it.
=)

tag and comment yeahh.
thankss

OK i wan to go eat.
den play the PS2.
HAHAH
BYEBYE.

2005-12-08T15:22:00.000+08:00

finally i got my tablet back.
=)
and its so much better blogging now.
my hm com lags.
and the date and time's correct now.
HAHAH

the CHIPMUNK's bdae celeb turned out OH-KAY larr.
except the ferst part.
cos of a certain donkey who kept on going THIS SUCKS.
if it sucks den PISS OFF DUDE.
tskk.
so sickening.
and the MAT COWBOY juz made it worse.
~~wad a choice, izz.~~
anw, the 8 of us watched Aeonflux at cine.
tt movie is a total BORE.
so predictable and not fun.
den we ate at mcd at shaw.
den went esplanade without adilah and fadil.
cos dey went hm alrdy.
the DITCHING part was kinda bad sehh.
HAHA
but nvm lar.
i guess dey deserve it.
oh and so the last 4 of us, me, nad, fadh and harith got a free ride hm.
thanks to my parents.
HAHAHA

the past 2 were spent buying my skool stuff.
bought the uniform and my shoes frm queenswae.
den ydae bought my books.
i decided not to use the tablet for studying.
it's hard lar.
so bought all the hard copies.
den went bugis.

OH my brothers bought a PS2 ydae oso.
and frm now on, the com is MINE.
hahhaha
dey don wan to plae the com animore.
HAHA
=D

ok ok im bored here.
rotting at hm.
chatting wif kak era.
HAHAH
discussing abt tomoro.
going out.
hahhaha
OK OK BYEBYE.

2005-12-04T21:28:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS SUNDAE 4th DECEMBER 2005
and ITS 9.42PM.
---------------------------------
tis is sickening.
=/

ANW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATASHA!
and the deal's ON.
=)

did NOTHING todae.
except watch teevee and go online.
didnt wan to go out wif my family.
too lazy to.

ydae was nothing much either.
juz went town and had dinner.
BORING weekend.

i think tomoro's gonna be fun.
at least i hope it'll be better than todae or ydae.
HAHA

ok BYEBYE.

2005-12-03T01:14:00.000+08:00

DATE: SAT. 3rd DEC
TIME: 1.46am
-------------------

STILL, you don't have to make empty promises.
but i guess nad's right.
it's partly my fault.
i kept my hopes up TOO highh.
so the disappointment was GREAT.
~~it hurts REAL bad.~~

dinner todae was unexplainable.
ONLY the food was great.

ydae's outing wif kak ita was fun.
bought sth tt i might wear on nad's bdae "celeb".
hahahah

there's nothing to look forward to anymore.
i agree with my bro, why make promises tt u cant keep?

2005-12-01T12:50:00.000+08:00

i went out in the end ydae.
went esplanade wif the cuzzies.
hahahha
but kak era was bad-mooding at the last part.
=(
CHEER UP!
didnt really camwhore.
only wif my p5 bro.
HAHAHA
he's such a self-obsessed freak too ok.
anw, didnt do anyting much lar.
but we ate LOTS of candies and CHOCOLATES!
=D

going out again later on.
wif anoder cuzzin of mine.
hahahha
bonding bonding.
=)

gtg get readyy now.
BYEEE

this ting is still SCREWED.
date: thursdae, 01 DEC
time: 1.15pm

2005-11-30T12:49:00.000+08:00

i'm not pissed, i'm just ~~jealous.~~
it MIGHT be a sign of love, and it might NOT.

stuck at home again.
=(
i wanna go out out out!
esp in this kind of mood.

anw, ydae was greaat.
met erza at 3 at admiralty and went to downtown east resort straight.
tt vain ass creep is dammit irritating. HAHA.
anw, the "party" was OH-KAY i guess.
just tt we left b4 the cake cutting cos the chipmunk wans to meet at bugis.
so we had an excuse to leave.
den went to bugis.
ate at macs wen the NEXT BIG THING came and sit wif us.
den followed nad to find a skirt at bugis street.
she settled on a pink short one.
it's NICE.
den erza went hm for some particular reason tt i THINK i noe. ;)
so me and nad camwhored at some place.
at 8plus, she left to go hm and i went to meet my folks.

and then i got SUPER bored.
i guess im sorry if i hurt that SOMEONE in my solution to kill my boredom.

den we had supper at newton.
gosh, i LOVE the seaafood dere.
YUMMAYYEEE.

got hm at 12plus.

i really wan to go out.
no one's online either.
no chipmunk. no shanghai white owner.
=(

im off.
BYEBYE.

BTW, my com is fucked up.
it's WEDNESDAE, 30 NOVEMBER not TUESDAE 29 NOVEMBER todae.
and its 1.37PM in the afternoon.
take notice.

2005-11-29T16:30:00.000+08:00

WAD A BORING DAE!
rite erza??
and aku nk gik SHANGHAI WHITE!!
hahahahhahha
everyone's gone mad.
=)

did nothing todae.

my cuzzin's wedding ydae was NICE!
she looked PRETTY.
and yes nad, i was the kendarat.
hahahah
wadeverrr! =P

tomoro going out!
=D
mite go to the bonding session if i can.
hahaha

HMMM
JUST when i was about to GIVE UP.

ok BYEBYE.
off to crap somemore.
hahaha
=D

2005-11-27T03:45:00.000+08:00

somehow, it's working out.
soon, it'll be over.

ydae turned out to be fun too.
met diyana at redhill at 2.
den we had lunch at city hall.
wich den led to just walking ard.
den at 4plus, went to town.
met kak ina, anoder cuzzin and we proceeded to bugis street.
beliv me, we spent 2 WHOLE hours walking rd and rd and rd.
we've all become "HAJJAH"s! as tt lameass diyana saed.
hahhaha ok wadever.
we really shopped sehh.
all of us bought some stuff.
diyana is in the "DOCTOR and NURSES" concept.
and it was hard finding wadever she needs.
HAHAHAHAH
den kak ina on the oder hand was funny.
"EH CUTE ARHH. adek beli nie arhh, cute sehh."
she's 17 and all she saed was CUTE CUTE CUTE.
hahahha
me and diyana mocked her good.
hahahah
and she has a fetish for ruffles, somehow.
but CUTE lar i suppose.
hahahha
ok den at 7plus, kak ina left for hm since she was gonna go out again later on.
me and diyana went back to city hall area.
went to esplanade. CAMWHORED.
ate the AH PEK's ice cream again. -__-
haahhaah
and the candy floss. =)
ok den we left the place at 10plus.

aft tt, i went to meet my mom at lakeside.
the WAITING part was hilarious.
but im not gonna elaborate.
=)

den WE, as in me, my mom and my bros, went to the airport and fetched "the old man" home.
hahhaha
my dad lar, if you dont noe.
after nearly 7 mths not seeing us, the ferst ting he saed to me was, "LOOK AT THOSE CHEEKS! TEMBAM NYERR!" wich means, so chubby.
den i was like, -___- i'm fatter alrdy now, i noe.
hahahhaha
ok wadever.
CUTE lar as kak ina saed. (:
anw, den we sat at the airport's macs till 4am frm 1plus.
as the old man told us stories.
he's the GODFATHER back dere in mexico.
hahhahaha
so prasann.
den he told us lots of funny stories lar.
how he could juz pae the policeman 100peso, i dono how much tt is in spore dollars. =/
anw, he could giv the police dere the money and saed i cant speak spanish sorry.
and he'll get off wif wadever the offense he made.
WADTHEHECK rite??
hahahah
my dad's a BIG liar.
he can speak spanish fluently lar pls.
hahhahah
but it was FUN hearing those stories.
and he'll be in spore till 14 DEC.
den back off to mexico.
for anoder year.
oh oh oh, i asked him if i can go on the 19dec, and he saed, HMMM i'm tired rite now.
i'll give you a confirmation SOON.
i'm reallly REALLYY hoping he'll sae YES you may go.
hahhaha
ok wadeverr.

now im waiting for the chipmunk to get here again.
den im going to the drama thingy in sch.
ok BYEBYE.

2005-11-25T18:11:00.000+08:00

=D
todae(thurs,24nov) was great frm the start sehh.
BEZ!

hmm the chipmunk came my hse at 12plus.
den we got readyy.
cos she wanted my opinion b4 meeting *AHEM-AHEM*.
hahha ok wadever.
yarr den got the cockroach ATTACK!
wich i wont elaborate futher.
hahahaha
ok anw, den we left my hse at 2.
and went to meet the rest of the ppl at redhill.
nad went on wif her fren and i went off wif izz and leez all.

went to cut izz's hair ferst.
wif tt ERIC man again.
hahahha
he is so good lar ok.
anw, izz looks much better now.
and she looks different.
NICE NICE.
ok den we had lunch at banquet.
den went shopping.
it was FUN.
den izzat and haikel joined us for awhile.
dey went expo wen we left for town.
did somemore shopping at town, far east actually.
den went to pacific plaza! ;D
only me and izz actually.
cos the rest went hm alrdy.
but it was SO FUN lar.
OMG! THAT'S HOT! =D
but seriously, i left wif no regrets.
~~CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE!!!!!~~
=D

wad a nice dae.
if only we could stae all the wae.
WOOOOOOW...

but nvm.
=)

tomoro following diyana go shopping.
and i don tink i can buy anyting anymore.
unless my mom is in a GOOD mood.
=)

ok BYEBYE.

2005-11-23T17:23:00.000+08:00

zathura was quite nice.
go watch wif ur younger siblings.
=)

towning was fun juz now wif erza.
had lunch, took neos and den, aimless walking.
tts wad i do best.
ask erza.

im in no mood for a long post though i have ALOT to sae.
nvm, forget it.

tomoro, shopping wif IZZ and the oders.
i hope it'll be lots of fun.
and i AM going to do that dare, really.

you do NOT need to try harder, my dear.
i got it already.
i may be slow; but i'm not THAT slow.
especially wen it comes to THIS.
wadever that you're trying to prove, or do.
don't waste your efforts any more.
i'm already forgetting everything.
i know wad i'm waiting for is impossible.
don't rub it in.

hmm ok i wanna go sleep now.
the chipmunk's coming tomoro.
hahhaha
BYEBYE.

2005-11-23T07:45:00.000+08:00

JUST LIKE HEAVEN~
=D

tt movie was DAMN NICE ok.
MUST WATCH! MUST WATCH!
seriously, its just WOOW NICEE.
some parts were very sad and touching lar.
there's one part wer the guy was like, BECOS I LOVE HER.
den everyone in the cinema went, AWWWW..
hahahha
so funnyy.
but really, should go catch tt movie.
very worth it.
=)
anw, my sis ameera is one sick ass.
she needs a JUMBO HOTDOG to concentrate during the movie.
HMMMM..
hahahha
adek is anoder wacko.
we were walking at heeren aft the movie.
den wen going down the escalator, her skirt got STUCK.
den she was panicking, EH EH! SKIRT ADEK STUCK!! CAMNER NIE??
me and meera started laffing hysterically den adek just pulled her skirt and it TORE.
there's one HOLE at the bottom of her skirt.
hahahhahah
she was damn embrassed aft tt lar.
poor thing.

anw, we took $30 worth of neoprints.
and ALL of them turned out REAL GOOD.
very satisfying.
hahahhaha
and THAT was meera's idea for a bdae present.
=/
but it was really fun taking the neoprints.
=D

oh and for some weird reason, adek wans to go to UNITY SEC.
=/
eeee, i never liked tt skool.
i tried to make her change her mind.
but i don tink its werking.
hahahha
but nvm, i'll have an adek in UNITY SEC.
hmmm..
=X

HAHA ok im boredd.
and my handfone's CONFISCATED.
for one WHOLE freakingg WEEK.
=(
all i can do at hm is staring at tis com.
until im bored of it.
den i'll watch the tv or go find someone who's free to go out.
TSKK.
i wan my fone! i wan to SMS! i wan to CALL!
=(
but nvm, I WILL SURVIVE.
=)
hahahha
see, im going mad without my foneeee.

oh yay. i've managed to convince my bro to treat me to a movie.
i guess he learned his lesson.
=)
he's gonna treat me to ZATHURA cos none of his frens can go out wif him.
so last alternative, someone who wouldnt sae no to a movie treat.
and thus, he asked me to go wif him.
HAHAHAHAH
wad a drama. -__-
so yar, gonna watch later on.
nite movie.
but dono wer.

ok im off.
BYEBYE.

2005-11-21T14:59:00.000+08:00

if you can break your promise,
so can i.
just don't regret, my dear.

ydae was nice and all earlier on.
went snow city. -__-
cos my cuzz got free tix and stuff.
izz's family came along too.
=)
the snowfights was fun!
izzat spoiled my hair tho.
tt ass.
but nvm. =)
den went to have dinner at banquet at imm.
ate ALOT.
the prata dere is nice.
hahahh
ok den walked2 ard.
oh and i came across EL-FA design and contracts pte ltd.
HAHAHA
my company! =)
left imm at 8plus.
den we went swensen's at town.
cos we were craving for ice cream.
i ate sticky chewy chocolate again! =D
it was so NICE.
den went hm at 11plus.

my bro was so irritating tt i felt like smacking him one more time.
>(
BUT thank you very much, PRITHIKA.
=)
i'm okay now.

though i know i won't get what i expect,
i kept on waiting.

tomoro going out wif meera and adek.
=D
ok BYEBYE.

2005-11-19T11:45:00.000+08:00

going green with jealousy.

OH OH OH!!! i'm in the same klass as the chipmunk~
HAHAHHAHAH
=D
good arhh.
3S1...
hmmmm.. wad a klass, S1.
but nvm.
i just dono wad to expect next yr.

anw, went town wif erza juz now.
lunch at fep.
den watch harry potter at lido.
i was freezing like shit lar.
SOOO freakkingg cold.
but the movie is NICE.
abit long-winded tho.
yarr.
den went to city hall area dere.
left at 6plus.

tomoro going out wif izz's family.
and my cuzzins all.

ok gtg.
BYEBYE.

i need you even though i can live without this.

2005-11-18T06:12:00.000+08:00

ok, im happy now.
really happy.
=D
HAHAHAHAH

anw, ydae rayer-ing turned out ok lar.
at ferst, it was all awkward and everything but den later on, it got ok.
and it was fun in fact.
took buses here and dere sehh.
the travelling wasted alot of time actually.
but cant be helped.
so things went fine lar.
managed to cover almost everyone's hse.
except for hazie and asilah.
cos hazie saed no need to go her hse den asilah saed her family sleeps early and it was 9.30 at tt tym.
so we headed to adilah's hse the last one.
and we took the wrong 811 to adilah's hse.
THANKS TO ASILAH.
*glares*
hahaha
but nvm, like amirah saed, we got to rest our feets.
all tired wif the heels and all.
hahahah
so we took one whole rd ard yishun and gto back to the int to take the correct one.
and we reached adilah's hse at 10.45 liddat.
den ate her HIGH CLASS food.
sat ard till 12 plus.
den me and nad cabbed hm.
it was really tiring but fun.
=)

i'm not going to try harder.
cause there's nothing else to be done.
i think.
i'm leaving it as it is.
=)

going out wif nad later.
meeting her at 3 at redhill.
den we'll be off to cutting my hair.
=)
ok BYEBYE.

2005-11-16T19:15:00.000+08:00

izwan is CRAZY!
and kak era, he terpikat at you!
hahahhaha
but nvm, i told him alrdy, TAK DAPAT NYER.
hahahah
and izwan remember this, kau tu da attached!
ishh!
guys these daes..
all the same.
hahahhahahah
ok wadever.

nothing interesting happened todae.(15nov)
went out at nite wif izz's family only.
and my 3 cuzzies.

tomoro going out wif the g1 and g2 malay people.
i hope it will be fine.
and im not going to watch hpgof wif izz and her cuzzins.
cos of tis jln rayer.
=(
but nvm, i don really like harry potter anw.
and like nad saed, i'm the bridge~
so i cant leave them halfwae.
-__-

i think i've made it clear.
and i think i am really too frank and straightforward.
=X

oh yar.
I HAVE SCARYY EYES~
O_O

syira wrote me a testimonial just to sae tt.
and lisa can't look at me anymore cos i look scary.
TSKK.
hahahha
but i don care, i like my eyes.
=)
hahaha

ok i tink i should go to sleep now.
cos i need to wake up early tomoro.
=/
BYEBYE.

=)

2005-11-15T18:57:00.000+08:00

i just missed doing it.
tt's all.

WCP was scaryy ydae nite.
hahhahah
but it was fun.
except for dose stupid assholes.
tskk.
just spoiled it all.
oh and guess wad?!
qai, izz's cuzz, can play bizarre love triangle on his guitar!!!
and he can even sing it!! =D
anw, it's the song on my prev post tt one.
<333>

went out wif asilah, erza, prithika, jess and lisa todae. (14nov)
=)
had lunch at bugis.
den walked in the street dere but most of the shops still closed.
so we went into bugis, and lisa bought a shirt.
aft tt, we dono wad to do and thought abt it at macs.
so sat dere for quite awhile and den we took some random bus wich broght us to city hall dere.
so went to candy empire.
since i owe prithika 4 chocs.
hahahah
ok den we took anoder i dono wad bus tt brought us to jrg east.
since dey all just wan to kill time.
so sat in the bus.
and made ALOT of noise.
den we did nth at jrg only went to popular.
and den took the train all the wae back to city hall.
and we had dinner at SAKURA.
the same table for 5 people.
hmmmm
anw, prithika liked the indian waiter!
hahahaha
kidding, kidding!
aft dinner, we went to PS cos wanted to watch exorcism of emily rose.
BUT the tix were sold out.
so we went down to town and did nothing.
den jess and erza had to go hm.
left me, asilah and prithika.
we went lido and decided to watch the 9.30 show.
the movie is not scary lar.
i did not even scream.
but i guess it was ok.
aft the movie, cabbed hm wif prithika.
hahahahha
prithika is scared of the taxi driver! =)

one thought of you is all it takes.

BYEBYE.

2005-11-13T18:13:00.000+08:00

something hilarious happened todae.
HAHAHAHAHA
but i should not blog abt it.
tak baek arhh.
hahahah
but like asilah saed, i tink it's dumb.
tak yah mintak permission arhh, just tackle ah!
hahhahahahhaha
he's one dumbass.
hahhahah
i cant stop laffing.
tskk!
hahahhaha

anw, todae(sat,12 nov) went to see izah's, izz's sis, grad concert.
she was so damn cute lar ok!
so sweet.
hahahhaa
she graduate alrdy arhh, next yr primary 1.
hahahah
den ended at 9plus.
den went to abg dino's open hse.
not in hari rayer clothes.
quite embarassing sehh.
but we don care.
hahaha
den went to meera's hse.
my anoder sister.
hahaha
and i promise i'll box her face if she break wif farhan.
hahahhah
ok stayed dere till 12plus.
den went hm.

my com is as giler as me.
=)

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through
Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say.
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

i love that song,
somehow.

ok BYEBYE.

2005-11-12T19:33:00.000+08:00

and it all turned grey.

went out wif nad todae.(fridae,11 nov)
but den nas couldnt come down town, so it defeats half the purpose.
stupid ass.
hahhahaha
but still, it was good lar.
met nad at 4, den went to heeren.
den we went down to far east all e wae.
we walked alot arhh todae.
bought some stuff too.
had dinner at far east.
den we went to taka dere.
and nad almost lost her wallet.
luckily, she ran fast.
i didnt bother running after her.
hahahha
so i followed very quickly.
and gd enuf, she got the wallet.
so tiring lar.
hahahha
tho i didnt run.
den we head down to esplanade.
we, no not we, NAD felt so hopeless.
i felt frustrated and agitated, not hopeless.
abit of pathetic? yar maybe.
hahahhah
but really, it was saddening.
if you only knew.
i like tt song btw.
ok wadever.
so we just sat at the rooftop and ate the ah pek's ice cream.
and took pictures oso.
not tt many arhh.
anw, nad came up wif sth.
we are like the buldings in front.
they all look stable on the outside.
but you never know, wad's inside.
i have to agree wif her.
tt is one good crap shit.
=)
and it's more upsetting when you know there's no one there.
for you.

den we talked on the fone wif nas.
tt guy is really one shit ass.
trying to impress nad.
hahahhaha
but nvm.

reached hm at 11plus.
and im going out again tomoro.
one whole week, i go out EVERYDAY.
next week jln rayer-ing wif g1 and g2.
and apperently g2 pekik pekik byk.
so some people don wan to folo.
tskk.
but nvm, its ok.

i wanna sleep.
BYEBYE.

2005-11-11T19:02:00.000+08:00

GO SEEEE!
=D
the camwhoring pictures.
dere'll be more up tomoro. =)

todae is tiriinggggg.
went to 4 hses only.
but dono why, got so tired.
went to izz's hse till 12plus sehh.
she everydae oso got story.
hahah
and sorry nurul atiqah.
i noe the whole story now.
i'll go and bash the real badot soon~
don worryy.
hahahhaa

ok tt sms was weird~
got me wondering.
nvm, i'll find out tomoro.
and you have to tell me wad its abt.

tomoro going town wif nad.
follow her buy clothes.
den meeting nas, i think.
hahahha

ok i wanna go sleep now.
BYEBYE.

sometimes you lie to yourself,
just because it feels much better than the truth.

2005-11-10T19:17:00.001+08:00

i'll try not to make the same maistake again.

anw, the two badots were irritating sehh juz now.(as in 9th nov)
don wan go wif us just sae lar.
ishh!
go beat around the bush for wad.
-__-
merepek sehh.
den tt dinah oso buat hal.
she MERAJOK halfwae.
den don wan to folo us.
pathetic arhh all these people suddenly.
after so long nvr see each oder oso like dis.
tskk.
so left me, iqah and shafinah.
bez arhh.
we went everywer possible.
got quite a no. of houses.
fun arhh.
took retarded pictures, in the bus especially.
hahahha
and shafinah saes i have SCARYY eyes...
0_0
and i decided not to wear my specs todae.
i look like an over-friendly ghost arh.
hahahha
ok wadever.
den went to cikgu's hse last.
cikgu crap gerek arhh.
her cooking's great.
=)
left her place at 9plus den went hm.
my foot got one big blister sehh.
damn painful.
>(

and i thought you would last long wif tt gerl.
oh well.
takder jodoh arhh.
hahahahha
stupid.

tok to nad for sooo long just now on the fone sehh.
alot of new stories to keep her updated.
=)
and nas, my cuzz, is crazyy arhh.
*shakes head*

ok i wanna rest now.
BYEBYE.

hmmm...
i'm trying my very best.

2005-11-10T19:17:00.000+08:00

2005-11-09T20:25:00.000+08:00

it's gonna be a long entry.
much longer than usual.
i'm warning you.
=)

hahhahahahhahahahhaha
todae was crazyyy, really.
todae, as in, tuesdae 8th november.
anw, all 3 of us were drunk.
especially me and kak era.
we went totally out of control~
hahahhahahah
and dey sae we look alike.
ok anw, met kak era and kak shasha at redhill at 4.30
den headed down to bugis.
went to eat at banquet wif abg jUmali.(note, it's a 'U')
hmm, nad should get it.
ANW, den we went to marina cos kak shasha couldnt stand the no. of matreps at bugis.
HAHAHHAHAH
no, we went to millenia walk ferst cos kak era wanted to go to the candy empire so much.
and i couldnt resist not buying anything dere.
especially the chocolates. <333333
get me chocolates, i'll be happy.
HAHAHHAA ok wadever.
den we went to the harvey norman dere.
got myself a new ORANGE creative zen nano plus.
it's prettyy ok.
nicer than my red MUVO one.
wich now belongs to my p5 bro.
hahahah
ok den we went to marina.
decided to watch a movie since dere's nth to do.
so watched flight plan wich started at 9.30pm.
so we spent 2 hours at marina.
ate dinner at ljs.
den we CAMWHORED outside.
it was so fun.
hahahhahahaha
org tengok sehh. SO SO SO??
hahahahhahahahha
anw... the movie was quite good lar.
and i actually thought it was only an hr.
and kak era's prediction was wrong, TT WOMAN WASNT PHYSCOTIC OK.
hahahahha
see, don wan to listen to me.
ahahha
but the movie quite worth watching arhh.
after the movie, went esplanade.
sat dere, do nothing, go high and CAMWHORED.
serious, took ALOT of pictures.
and kak era, we should admit, our pictures menjadik ok.
u EMO gerl~
hahahhahahah
my emo pics nice oso ok!
hahahhaha
stepping emo jek tak abes2.
HAHHAHAHHA
ok wadever.
oh den while i was smsing rite, my black ring broke.
like, one part broke off.
i was like, EH PECAH.
hahahhaha
and den i threw it into the sea~
like titanic lar.
i told you i was drunk wad.
hahahhaha
luckily, i didnt jump into the water.
cos i thought of the people who care~
HAHAHHAHAH
ok tt was crap.
i didnt intend to jump at all lar.
my bdae haven even come!
CANNOT DIE YET.
hahahhahaha
ok wadever.
den we cabbed hm at 12plus.

i didnt wan the dae to end.

read the horoscope for librarians for wed, 9th november.
i think it's interesting.
=)
--You're always ready to try something new, so don't let anything intimidate you!
You're in the mood for love, so you'll be making some wonderful connections of the long-lasting kind. No matter whom you cross paths with, don't just dismiss them. You wouldn't want to miss out on a long-term friendship -- or even more -- would you? Heaven knows we could all use some interesting new friends in our lives. And if you're single, well, that could change, too, so keep your eyes open.

hahahha, interesting rite?

There's alot of communication going on.
But are you two really talking?
hmmm, tt makes me wonder.
tt's my horoscope lar.

but wadever lar.
i dont think tis shit is true anw.
hahahha
i read it for fun.
=D

ok i wont forget everything.
i'll commit them to memory.

and i'm not giving up.

ok kak era, you get wadever i blog todae.
cos you claim tt i blog nonsense rite?
it's not nonsense ok.
you just don't get it.
cos you don't have to.
=)

ok going rayer wif the ex-concordians tomoro.
=D
should go sleep now.
BYEBYE.

and tonight, i'm in your heart.

2005-11-09T07:10:00.000+08:00

it was the illusion that was blinding.

ok, im going out wif my two crazyy cuzzins.
=D
have fun, forget EVERYTHING.
let it go.
=)

BYEEEE.

2005-11-08T19:45:00.000+08:00

i don't get wad you mean.
but it's ok.
and im sorry if this adds on to your stress.
just don't think about it anymore.
really, dont.
it's not worth your time.
i don't blame you for not believing in relationships anymore.
maybe it's true, after all.
i'm slowly getting why you look at it that way.
and i guess it's true, liking isn't real.
don't go blaming yourself on this.
cos it's not your fault alone.

todae was ok i guess.
last minute outing wif erza.
and one very random person.

oh btw, i hate tis question,
ARE YOU OKAY?
cos wad else can u sae oder than, YAR IM ALRITE. =) ?
and some oder reasons.
i dono why, but pls try not to ask me tt qn.
i'll appreciate it.
dey are so many oder ways to show tt you care.

thanks for listening. <333

ok im gonna sleep now.
BYEBYE.

2005-11-08T05:20:00.000+08:00

now it's all out.
now it's disclosed.
and i knew it, the consequences are bad.
and upsetting, as it says.
but i just can't fake it the way i could before.
i hope you understand.
and i will try to accept it if you're not gonna treat me like before.
cos i know that everything won't be same.
but wad you read, was the awful truth from inside.
you've always told me to follow my heart.
and i did.
and it lead me to somewhere i knew i was, all along.
just that i pretended i wasnt there.
cos i did not want to hope too much.
and i don't want to keep waiting, and waiting.
i'm sorry if all this is a shock.
but i didnt want to keep it to myself anymore.
and i couldn't find the guts to tell you straight.
sorry.
but i think i'm falling for you~

i can't help it that i'm born to be blunt or too straightforward.
blame my genes.

ok people, you're not supposed to ask me anything that i saed above.
cos i'm not gonna sae anything abt it.
only you can.

anw, the algebra "clinic" was total shit lar.
just basic stuff that we already know by heart.
and tt karen yap kept on saying, SO SMART SO SMART.
in a very irritating way.
and i felt like sleeping the whole time.
cos i couldnt sleep last nite, dammit.
and dere's anoder klass on wed.
i dono if im going.

ok i wanna go eat lunch.
BYEBYE.

reply, reply.

2005-11-07T17:50:00.000+08:00

my com is screwed up.
REALLY.

nothing much to blog about.
just went visiting.
my niece,ella, looks damn cute wen she sleeps. :)
so so cute.
and got one new cuzzin, amirul.
his hair is so black. VERY nice. :))
den ydae oso just went visiting wif my mom's side.
went hm quite late.
and my com sth wrong.
couldnt go blogger.
and was so screwed up.
chatted wif nad and the spanish boy.
luckily i didnt join in their giler session.
i wanted to remain sensible.
=)
hahahha

got stupid algebra klass tomoro.
>(
i don feel like going.
see if i can wake up. :)

you should know the truth, somehow.
i'll tell you when the time is right.
for now, you should know that you're driving me crazy.
in a nice but ~~hurting~~ way.

I ain't tripping, i'm just missing you.

i should try sleeping.
BYEBYE.

2005-11-06T06:32:00.000+08:00

CAUSE I AM JUST ANODER GERL.

and you make that look so good.

2005-11-06T05:50:00.000+08:00

ok lar. nvm lar.
:)

ydae was tiring.
went visiting frm 11 to 10pm.
wif my dad's side.
ate ALOT of food.
and i got tired of everything.
hahahah
crapped alot wif my cuzzins.
took lots of silly pictures.
we were too bored lar.
hahhahah

EH, I REALLY MISSED YOU SHITLOADS OK.
;D
YOU ASS.

i hate you but i love you.
i can't stop thinking of you.
it's true.
=D
damn you, kak era.
HAHAHA

ok going visiting again soon.
now wif my mom's side.
BYEBYE.

2005-11-04T18:45:00.000+08:00

A special someone will make your day a jovial one, full of silliness and giggles.
hmmm.. i wonder who.
hahaha, horoscopes. ;)

todae was fun.
went to my granny's place, on my dad's side.
my cuzzies were all so kecoh sehh.
but everyone wore goldenish, coincidentally.
NICE. =)
took lots of pics lar.
den chit chat chit chat till 4pm.
den went back to my anoder granny's place.
and went visiting to 3 oder grandmothers' hses.
and den just came back to my granny's place here.
and talk talk talk.
take pictures oso.
and my cuzzies all got high.
HAHAHA
ok wadever.
and finally, got to plae the com now.

everyone's asleep now.
so quiet.
for once.

it was a crazy nite ydae.
but NICE.
I LIKE.
FUN.
=D

OK BYEBYE.

2005-11-03T12:05:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEOPLE!
=D

AND I SHALL BE A KIND SOUL.
BE FORGIVING.
AND IM SORRY ALSO LAR OK.
=)

I CAN'T WAIT TO GO VISITING.
~~$$$~~
HEE, I'M OVER EXCITED.
=X

OK GOODBYE!

2005-11-02T18:45:00.000+08:00

hahahha, living paranoid.
sheesh

broke fast wif nad ydae.
after her com club.
and she was really not herself after eating.
didnt talk sense at all.
tt chipmunk!
hahahha

todae, broke fast at geylang.
wif izz, nad and her cuzz.
den we walked2 ard.
bought food.
den went to sit and eat again at the post office dere.
and i'm sorry izz.
;)
den nad and fadh went hma t 9.30.
den me and izz went to meet kak wati and fren at tkc.
walked2 ard somemore.
before going hm, bought more food again.
took cab hm at 11plus.

ONE more dae to hari raya!
=)

OK BYEBYE.

2005-10-31T18:15:00.000+08:00

HEE, YES TIS IS WAD I CALL TACT.
HAVE A PROBLEM?
HEE, TOO BAD.
=)

tiring dae todae.
went to jb frm morning.
bought more hari raya stuff.
now got all i need.
3 more daes left to hari raya!
=D

won't you take me by the hand;
take me somwhere new?
i don't know who you are.
but i'm with you.

i don't know why but i'm stuck to this old, ~~boring~~ song.
=/

thanks izz.
<33

ok BYEBYE.

2005-10-30T18:20:00.000+08:00

"Under most circumstances, you're the most affable, reasonable and benevolent creature on the planet -- under most circumstances. When it comes to other situations, however -- say, for example, when someone is being unfair to someone you love, whether they're two or four-legged -- well, that definitely brings out an entirely different side of you. The side someone who's been mean is about to see right now, for example. Don't even bother apologizing. If they hadn't earned this, they wouldn't be seeing it."
(HEE, MY HOROSCOPE FOR SUNDAE,30 OCTOBER 2005.)

ok i still haven uploaded the pics yet.
didnt have the time todae.
just came hm lar.
i think i'll only upload them on mondae cos tomoro im going ot again.
wont be hm till late.
so yar, SORRY PEOPLE.

anw, did real shopping wif nad again just now.
met her at bugis at 2pm.
den we bought some stuff.
den went to town.
bought pump shoes. and i bought a new ripcurl wallet.
NICE.
at least it wont get dirty as easily as the pink one.
HAHA.
den nad bought some oder stuff oso.
broke fast at far east.
HEE, I STILL CANT RECALL.
=/
wadever lar.
den met nad's sis and her fren, ika.(dono if right spelling.)
walked2 ard some more.
aft tt, the 3 of dem went to ps and i went to meet izzaty.
went city hall.
walked2 ard.
den we met our families at WCP.
oh yar, and i saw iylia's sister.
hahah

i talked to izz about things.
and she saes the same thing as wad meera did.
but i don wan to believe wadever they sae, can?
haiyah.
but it was nice listening to her advice.
i feel more convinced now.
=)

HEE, YOU ARE SO DUMB.
and i dont think you even want to know the truth.
not like it matters anymore.

ok im tired.
BYEBYE.

2005-10-29T14:15:00.000+08:00

HEE, BULLSHIT.
TOTAL BULLSHIT.

last dae wif G2 just now.
i dono why but i was SO HIGHH.
SO DAMMIT HAPPY.
wif everyone so bonded.
and took zillion fotos of everything in klass.
and EVERYONE.
the feeling was just so nice.
even the cleaning of the klass.
damn all of you who vandalised lar.
some use dono wad shit, cant go off at all.
i scrubbed so hard oso cannot.
tskk.
hahaha
but it was FUN, really.
and den the HUGS were just good.
i'm gonna miss each and everyone in g2.
yes, everyone. <333
especially the silly. HAH. ;)

oh yar anw, my previous post in the morning was full of crap shit.
don't bother understanding.
i don't even think it make sense at all.
HAH.

and i think i made the right decision.
=)
i just knew it.
i am right, all along.

ok, gonna upload all the pics up SOON.
alot ok.
gonna take some time.
please wait.
=)

i'm not gonna let myself down anymore.
HEE, FALSE HOPES.
I HATE. NOT NICE.
but i guess you're all the same.
nothing new anymore.
BORING. =/

I'LL LIVE.
I APPRECIATE THE LIFE GIVEN TO ME.
HAHAHAHAH
SAW is so dammit disappointing lar.
i expected it to be so much more gruesome and bloody and all lar.
crap shit.
oh yar, watched saw, shutter and doll master at prithika's hse aft sch juz now.
had so much fun screaming.
HAH.
stupid.
but shutter didnt seem that scary to me, surprisingly.
i didnt scream as much as usual.
I LIVE TO SCREAM.
=D
OK WADEVER.
SHUT UP.

I'M OFF NOW.
HEHEHE. (something's wrong with me, i know.)
ok BYEBYE.
i'm trying to remain happy, you see.
like as if nothing is wrong.
=)
yes, nothing is wrong.
=D

2005-10-28T21:20:00.000+08:00

i can't sleep anymore.
HEHEHE.

ok wadever.
=)

skool was as boring ydae.
laffed so much tho.
and tt stupid prithika suddenly got all pissed and acted like Mrs Goh KC.
it was damn scary lar ok.
=X
hahaha
don't ever make her angry.
really, u wont like it when she's angry.
HAHA
ok wadever.

did nothing much.
after skool went je lib wif nad.
den nad went to use the com.
and i did nothing again.
hah.
den we went to break fast at JP.
and nad felt drunk.
and she looked dammit drunk.
i've got proof.
hahah
ok den we felt so tired and left at 7plus.

todae is the last dae wif G2.
i hope everyone comes.
at least can see their faces one last time.
no matter how sickening it mite be.
=)
no offense people.

i don't know why but i'm feeling so high.
and i don't feel like ending this post.
cos it can go on and on if i want it to.
;)

oh btw, my posts are not mysterious lar.
it just needs alot of analysing?
but asilah tends to analyse too much.
hahah, NOT good.
but yar, if you can't figure out my posts, den i guess you just forget it.
or you can think harder.
=)
it's really easy actually.

and your conclusion might be wrong.
;)

ok, i'm going too high.
and talking too much.
tsk.
BYEBYE.
off to skool.
=D

2005-10-27T05:45:00.000+08:00

too bad if im an unappreciative bitch to you lar.
really, too bad.
and im sure ur last two years in crescent is not gonna be tortorous.
don't worry.
i won't end up in the same klass as you.
so, don't sweat.
you'll have new wonderful friends.
=)

didnt go to skool again.
but i must go tomoro.
last 2 daes wif g2.

going queenswae wif my bro later.
tt boy cannot take care of his specs at all.
tskk.

ok, gtg now.
BYE.

2005-10-26T08:15:00.000+08:00

sucky dae.
>(

oh anw, i LOVE my mom.
=D
elfa~*

have fun, bitch.
all the best to you.
=)

ok im gg out now.

2005-10-26T04:13:00.000+08:00

i hope we can start anew and a better year, next year(:
in reality, i really hope i wont get into the same class as you.
HAH.
how IRONICAL is THAT?
-__-

oh well, wadever.
not as if i want you in my klass too anyway.
=)

i dono why but i couldnt wake up for skool todae.
~~all cos of the nite before, i think.~~
=/

but it's not my fault.
i was just disappointed.

ok im NOT getting chocolates for you people just cos i didnt come to skool todae ok!
hahahahah

i dono wad to do now.
=/
BYEBYE.

2005-10-25T14:15:00.000+08:00

i knew it.
i shouldnt have came along.
>(

but nvm, dont regret.

skool todae was NOTHING.
played lots of funny games wif those ppl present in klass.
0-0-7-BANG!
hahahha
HUH?! WHAT?!
was so fun.
im really gonna miss G2.
no matter how irritating we could get.
tts wad makes us different.
HUNDRED AND TEN DECIBELS!
=D

i don't know what else to say.

BYEBYE.

2005-10-24T07:15:00.000+08:00

im damn bored now.
nothing to do.

going IKEA later on.
my mom wanna buy some stuff.

bof my parents asked me to take ART.
=/

2005-10-22T18:05:00.000+08:00

didnt buy as much stuff todae.
but it was still fun.
=)
met asilah at 1 at raffles place mrt.
fine, i was 10 mins late.
10 mins only wad. sorry lar.
hahaha
ok anw, den went to search for asilah's shoes.
finally she bought one pair of black wif some hot pink sewings pump shoes.
VERY NICE. =)
den went to search for my hari raya handbag.
at last, got something satisfying at heeren.
worth it lar, as asilah saed.
ok aft tt, we went to watch INTO THE BLUE.
cos we dono wad else to do. HAH.
nice movie. very unpredictable.
asilah, SHARK!
hahahah
tt was hilarious.
ok anw, den we went to far east.
broke fast dere.
not nice. double date eh asilah? =/
disgusting lar. =/
hahahha
den we just walked2 ard somemore.
bought tops from topshop paragon.
den ate gelato. =D
aft tt, at 9plus.
asilah went hm while i met my mom and cuzzie.
went hm only 12plus.

oh fuck. i'm ~~JEALOUS.~~
fine, wadever lar ok.
i dont care.
just HAVE FUN.
and of course, i would want you to ~~treasure me.~~
but i dont want you to force yourself to do so.
wadever lar eh.
=)
and im fine. REALLY.
dont worry.

ok, asilah DONT ASSUME anything arh.
HAH.
ok BYEBYE.

2005-10-21T16:41:00.000+08:00

really shopped todae!
=D
met nad at 4pm at geylang.
followed her bought her baju kebaye.
she bought a pink-reddish one.
NICE.
den went town to break fast.
ate at shaw mcs.
the outside one dere.
we took a long tym to finish all the food.
dono why.
hahahahh

ok anw, den we went to pacific plaza.
walked2 ard.
den went far east.
bought grey pointies for hari raya.
thanks to nad for helping me choose.
HAHAH
at least, im not as fussy as her ok.
HAH.
den bought some accesories.
just walked ard.
den we decided to go heeren.
nothing nice dere.
so went to cine.
just to use the toilet.
hahahah
and i am NOT scared of tt idiotic frankenstien!
stupid nad!
hahahahhah
aft tt, we went to taka.
went mango.
bought tops dere.
walked2 again.
den nad left at 10.
and i went to meet my cuzzie.
went hm at 11plus.

~~i dono why but it hurt me real bad just now.~~

shopping wif asilah tomoro!
=D

2005-10-21T14:15:00.000+08:00

my mom's out wif my bros.
dey went to watch skeleton key.
since i watched alrdy, i refused to folo dem.
i'd rather stay online.

ANW, results are BAD, BAD, BAD.
i cant beliv wad i got for maths.
i just didnt expect it to be THAT bad.
F9 baby, F9.
my ferst F9 in crescent.
=D

even now combined science gone down the drain.
cant make it.
ART klass, WOW.
THAT i really NEVER expect.
imagine me drawing and drawing.
CANNOT!
i dont want. =(
tskk.

aiyah, wadever lar eh.
its OVER oso.
just have to wait and see.
art klass den art klass lar.
wad can i do oso rite?
too late.

went to prithika's hse aft skool.
stayed online the whole time.
while prithika enjoyed the movies.
hahahah
but i enjoyed myself too, alrite.
den went hm only at 7.

the FAMOUS AMOS brownies are YUMMYY.
HIGHLY ADDICTIVE.

but i'm so afraid to show it.
that's always the problem.
*shrugs*
wad can i do?

baby, come and share my world.
ok BYE BYE.

2005-10-20T14:10:00.000+08:00

todae was full of shit talks lar.
from EYECARE to CIP to SAY NO TO DRUGS.
boring boring boring.
really a waste of time.

anw, poor prithika really cant walk.
but she can HOP!
HAHAHA
and i owe her 4 chocolates, i think.
i'm really sorry arhh. =(

got back eng paper.
not good lar.
i expected more. HAH.
den science wasnt so hard on me.
cos i did expect to flunk it.
so i was quite satisfied tt i JUST passed.
but still, BYEBYE double science klass.
gone down the drain.
i cant depend on my maths.
its HOPELESS, as usual.
haiyah, combined science good enough lar.
getting back the rest tomoro.
MATHS ferst thing in the morning.
GREAT. =D
tsk.

went out if nad and her cuzz aft skool.
went coswae pt den down to city hall.
walked2 ard till esplanade.
den followed dem broke fast at penin's BK.
left hm only at 8plus.

and now i'm waiting.

2005-10-19T16:05:00.000+08:00

my brother kepoh arhh!
TSKK.
tonite will be damn boring lar.
tt idiot.
>(

geylang was boring just now.
den bought a HOT PINK kebaya.
NICE.

haiyah.
must go skool tomoro.
getting back results.
wahh. im really scared.
=/

ok. very short post, i noe.
not in the mood.
BYEBYE.

psst! i'll be waiting for you to sms me!
HAHAHAH
;D

2005-10-18T18:50:00.000+08:00

OK MR HITCH SAYS: " WHEN YOU GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP, IT'S NOT FOR THE THRILL.. IT'S ABOUT REALISING HOW MUCH MORE U CANT STOP LOVING THE OTHER PERSON.."

HAHAHAH
ok, im chatting wif some prasan spanish person who cant sleep at nite.
helping him to forget emily.
nad's plan.
HAHA
ok fine, i cant sleep too.
HOW?
im indeed having fun.
the voice in YOUR head is right, surprisingly.
HAHAH

anw, went out wif izzaty's family just now.
took alot of pictures too.
but don tink im gonna upload dem.
lazy.

im not going skool in a few hours tym.
and oso on wed.
i got two daes MC.
self-proclaimed.
getting back results on thursdae.
=/
~~im scared.~~

going geylang wif my cuzzins later on in the afternoon.
and now i have nothing to do.
and the suckiest thing that could happen is being lead on.
or so he saes.
hahaha
OK BYE.

Something I just found out.
Something you know by now.

2005-10-16T16:05:00.000+08:00

CLICK!

at last, the album's done.
go look.
ALOT of pictures.
=)

todae was VERY fun.
met nad at redhill at 2.
tt gerl alwaes late lar.
tsk.
den went to bugis.
walked in the shopping centre while waiting for nad's cuzzin.
he finally came at 3plus.
den we went to the bugi village.
quite packed arhh.
walked everywhere.
but dono why, we didnt wan to get anyting.
like all doesnt seem so nice.
so we left for suntec.
just walked and walked oso.
got bored and left for town.
went far east.
nad shopped for her hari raya shoes.
she is VERY choosy lar.
HAHAH
so funny.
finally she bought sth.
den we went to reserve a place to break fast at the rose garden rest.
aft tt we just wasted tym walking in circles.
kill time.

we went esplanade aft breaking our fasts.
watched the gig for awhile.
den we went to the rooftop and took pictures!
the pictures turned out so amusing.
nad the chipmunk!
hahaha
finally took the train hm at 10.

i don wan to sleep yet.

2005-10-16T03:06:00.000+08:00

skool yesterdae was nothing but maths.
and i don really get anything.

after skool was damn fun tho.
went to millenia walk ferst wif asilah, jess and prithika.
bought chocs at the CANDY EMPIRE.
it's like heaven on earth, as asilah saed.
hahahh
den we went to suntec.
took ALOT of retarded pictures everywhere.
hahahah
it was so fun lar.
but damn embarassing.
who cares anw.
i'll upload all the pictures soon.
den we went to esplanade after suntec.
went to the rooftop dere.
camwhored.
finally we left hm at 5.30pm.
so tiring.
hahaha

den aft breaking fast ydae.
went to SWENSEN'S at holland village.
=D
ate the sticky, chewy chocolate wif the FISH n CHIPS shared wif my bro.
i was so damn full lar.
hahaha
stomach all bloated aft we left the place.
but it was heavenly. =)
after tt, went to geylang.
mom bought curtains for hari raya.
den we walked2 ard and went hm aft midnite.

anw, going out wif nad later at 2.
gonna shop for more tops.
and shoes, maybe.
<3

ok gtg get ready now.
BYEBYE.

2005-10-14T11:01:00.000+08:00

CLICK!

enjoy people.
not tt many pictures tho.
=)

2005-10-14T10:35:00.000+08:00

todae was damn tiring but so fun.
HAHAH
brings out the kid in me arhh.
haha, lame.

anw, met prithika, erza and jess at redhill.
den went to west coast park.
met lisa and peichun dere str8 away.
jess and erza went to skate.
den me and prithika played the playgrd.
HAHA
so damn tiring ok.
and i embarassed myself.
but heck.
den all of us started to climb up the big spiderweb.
took the swing.
we played alot of tings lar.
and i got so thirsty.
but i endured.
HAHAH
prithika is a weakling lar!
she not strong!
heheh

jessica's mom fetch us to westmall at 2.
den we went to watch the skeleton key.
very nice lar the movie.
i like the storyline.
interesting.
jessica's such a coward lar.
no ghost oso she close her eyes.
like practically the whole movie she covered her face lar.
the movie not even tt scary.
hahahah
den me, jess and prithika walked ard till 5.30pm aft the movie.
the rest of dem went back hm straight away.

uploading the pics now.
will be up soon.
=))

2005-10-13T13:32:00.000+08:00

that's my p2 bro, yan and me.

that's my p5 bro, safiq and me.
he got new specs too.

yan and safiq.

ok... i like taking pictures. that's all. =)

tis one's wif my new specs.

another one wif specs.

last saturdae's pic. me and kak shasha.
camwhoring!

me, kak shasha and kak nadera. my two cuzzies.
sweet.

ok lar, tts all for now.
=)

2005-10-13T13:25:00.000+08:00

i'm damn happy todae.
=D

anw, ydae.
got my hair trimmed again.
den my mom bought some stuff.
oh yes, i LOVE my mom.
without any persuasion.
=)
~~and, it's all mine.~~

todae went out oso.
went queenswae to collect my specs.
it's black.
gonna put up some pics later on.
i like my new specs.
NICE.
ok den met cherie at coswae pt.
her sis was dere too.
we watched corpse bride.
ok lar the movie.
not THAT nice but not bad lar.
quite sad actually.
HAHAH
den we walked2 ard before going back hm.

going west coast tomoro wif some of the g2 ppl.
dono who really conferm going though.

oh yar, happy birthdae to my dad.
he's a year older now.

ok wanna go upload the pics now.
BYE.
=)

thanks alot. i LOVE it. really.
<3

2005-10-12T06:31:00.000+08:00

FINALS ARE OVER.
so fast.
like so suddenly.
the maths paper was not tt ok lar.
quite tough.
i left a few blanks lar.
=/

went town for awhile.
got bored after some time.
decided to go hm at 2plus.
wad a boring dae.

gonna go cut hair later.
no, trim.
wanna layer it again.

tomoro, collecting my specs at queenswae.
=)
den going watch corpse bride.
wif cherie and aishah, i think.
den at nite, gonna watch skeleton key wif my cuzzie.
=D

whatever people.

2005-10-11T08:06:00.000+08:00

oh my. i hate vomitting, dammit.
sick.
my head very painful.
the impact was too hard.
and yes, im weak.
stupid bus!
>(

didnt sit for history paper todae.
and d&t too.

thanks to the pain killer, i can blog.
if not, i'll be dead on the bed only.

anw, sat.
broke fast at my grandma's place. [my dad's side]
and camwhoring was damn fun.
i didnt feel anyting at tt time, surprisingly.
den me and my cuzzies gonna go watch movies next fridae.
corpse bride and skeleton key.
cant wait.
i should be ok by den lar.

ydae. went out wif my family.
broke fast at far east.
before tt, shopped for alot of stuff.
den took neos wif my two bros!
so fun.
den we went to geylang. wif all my cuzzies oso.
met dem dere.
we bought hari raya stuff.
only abit lar.
den saw khairul anuar, azmir and fauzi!
hahhah
my bro got azmir's and khairul's autograph.
hahaha
den at 9plus.
it all started.
everyting was a blur to me lar.
my head was spinning.
was feeling damn sick.
went home straight away.
den my head was really aching.
vomitted a few times till todae.
=/

ok now i need to go practise maths lar.
have to.
BYEBYE.

ouh yar, thankew people for the SMSes and CALLS.
<3

2005-10-08T13:06:00.000+08:00

ok, im talking to asilah and blogging at the same time.
so hard to type.
some more i use hp.
tskk.
hahaha, but nvm, very fun.

lit and science paper finally over!
lit was ok lar i guess.
humour came out. but how qn not why.
science was dammit tough.
but heck, its over.
no use regretting.
i tink i wrote the most hilarious answer for the yeast qn.
so home econs.
HAHAHA
ok wadever.

ydae went woodlands lib wif asilah and iylia.
studied lit.
den todae went to macs ridout.
wif asilah, jess and lisa.
did intensive maths.
hahahah
den me and asilah waited PATIENTLY to break our fast.
and finally we ATE.
hahaha
shared nuggets.
and bought filet meal.
den went home at 7.30.

i don care wadever you want to think lar.
i oso dont understand you.
just leave it as it is lar.
i'll still be waiting for you to make the first move.
blogging about all this shit wont do any good.

really, it doesnt.

2005-10-05T13:48:00.000+08:00

skool was ok todae lar.
didnt do much.
had PE for one hour. volleyball.
very fun. but i noe i suck at it ok.
=/
hahaha
but i still wonder why you are very petty.
haiyah.
wadever lar.

ok den aft skool went macs ridout wif asilah and iylia.
studied lit.
productive indeed.
=)
understand lots of tings much better.
but how i wish dere wasnt the distraction.
den left the place at 8.
took bus hm.

haiyah. waste time lar all this shit.
and how the fuck did i ended up in all this?
wahh, i really regret wadever i did now.
oh wadever.
cannot be undone oso lar.
but really, you should try growing up.
and NEVER ASSUME.
it's never good.
cos it's never true.

should go sleep now.
later cannot wake uo tomoro.
fasting month starts tomoro.
hahaha
BYEBYE.

i will not make the same mistakes that you did.

2005-10-04T13:20:00.000+08:00

studying wif PRITHIKA for maths is VERY GOOD lar.
she's so expert in explaining why like this, why liddat.
hahahha
and some more, she is VERY patient wif me.
very difficult to find ppl like her to explain arhh.
some people will get damn irritated wen i don get it.
tt's why most of the time i juz nod my head even wen i don get wadthefuck it's toking abt.
but prithika damn patient lar, i shake my head a few times she still wont get sick and tired of explaining it to me.
VERY GOOD TUTOR. =D
i really need her help in maths lar.
alwaes ask me not to give up; DO SLOWLY.
hahahah
so yar, thankew. <3

anw, the malay paper was ok lar i guess.
did letter writing cos i suck at dialogue.
my dialogue will be short lar.
den compo i did argumentative one.
sth abt how exercising helps u to keep fit. =/
hahaha
the paper 2 was quite ok.
except i alrdy lost 2 marks, i tink.
i go change my answer wich was correct to a wrong one.
so pissing.
but nvm, its over.
no use regretting.

OH YAR, GET WELL SOON ERZA!
mianh partner!
hahahah
hope u can come to skool tomoro!
<3

den me, asilah, syira, jess and prithika walked all the wae to tiong.
ate BK dere.
den we went to je.
and did maths, maths, maths.
until got headache.
left je at ard 5plus.
and now i just finished the 2004 paper.
but not all qns.
skipped alot for the paper 2.
=/

gonna watch america's next top model later on.
in 10 mins tym.
asilah watching her gay idol now.
HAHAHA
ok better go off now.
BYEBYE.

because of you,
i am afraid.

2005-10-03T03:15:00.000+08:00

yesterdae's studying wif shaminah and asilah was productive.
shaminah cant teach, though.
hahaha
but still, thanks for all the explanation.
and i noe i suck at maths.
PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE!
=/

so yar, we studied in skool frm morning till 2pm.
den went to have lunch at jp.
aft tt, we walked2 ard for HALF AN HOUR.
hahaha
but of course it drags till 5plus.
and jennyfer has ALOT OF VERYYY RETARDED clothes.
only SOME are ok lar.
the belts are not tt bad.
but mostly, the clothes are all so weird.
we had lots of laffing fits dere.
terrible.
hahahah
but the clutch bags and handbags are quite nice.
shaminah and i liked tis particular clutch bag.
damn cute.
ouh yar, we tried to force shaminah to try on ther retarted clothes.
but she doesnt wan, not fun arh.
hahaha
and she claimed it's her best decision made ever; not to try the weird clothes.
hahaha
ok den went to KOOLOOK.
i fell in love wif this specs.
maybe i shall convince my mom to get it for me.
must do well for eoys lar.
*sighs*
asilah got me scared for the 3 daes left.
=/
but nvm, dont lose the momentum!

ok den met my mom and my brothers at harbourfrt.
izzaty's family were dere too.
talked ALOT wif izzaty.
=))
she's a damn good listener. like me. =)
heh.
but really, thanks for everything ydae. <3
den we walked ard. went for dinner at tanjong pagar railway stn. i love tt place. nice. no erza, NOICE rite?
hahaha
stupid.
ok anw, den we talked3 as we ate.
went home only at 11plus.
and i went online.
but was too lazy to blog.

should go off now.
study peribahasa.
and do my science.
BYEBYE.

as you promised, it's all going to be over;
SOON.

2005-10-01T14:08:00.000+08:00

prithika, COME or CUM?
HAHAH.
how dirtier can u get arh?
JUKJUKJUK, sound of VIBRATION arhh!
hahaha. ok sick.

english paper was quite ok just now lar.
not that tough.
i wrote on POVERTY for the compo. =/
i wrote it like a descriptive essay.
oh heck.
den the letter writing ok oso lar.
the compre was not as difficult as i expected- not that straightforward but still easier than some oder compres tt we did before.
so yar, i guess its ok overall.

went clementi for lunch aft e paper wif asilah, lisa and natasha.
ate at macs den we went to je lib.
met up wif syirah,jess and erza.
did some maths.
den i got really distracted, again.
HAHAH
i told you it's hard to study at je lar.
anw, den the GREENFLICK started discussing abt THINGS.
hahahah
and i got all excited abt it. =/
finals is not even close to ending.
2 more weeks.
sheesh
den ard 4plus nearing 5, reggae songs started blasting frm the "stage" dere.
got few ppl started practising some dance.
hahaha
we get to enjoy the music. <3
make me feel like dancing.
somemore it was BLASTING.
hahahah
PUMP IT was played oso!
hahhaha, MEMORIES.
so fun.
hahaha
ok den we enjoyed the music and finally left at 5.45pm.

ouhh yar, sth happened and i would nvr forget it man.
idiotic perveted man!
we were buying ice creams at mcs b4 gg hm.
den one guy behind us saed to erza, "U'RE NOT SCARED OF GETTING FATTER ARH?"
i was like WTF rite? so i saed, "OK, THAT IS VERY STRAIGHTFORWARD HUH?"
den he laffed it off.
erza was shocked i guess and just rolled her eyes.
den the 4 of us [cos lisa, syira and natasha left earlier] purposely saed next to the man.
we mocked him like shit lar ok.
revenge for erza.
we saed alot of things lar and he heard dem.
he kept turning and then looking back in frt.
hahahah
IDIOT.
den wen he left, we left oso.
and i went up to him and actually slammed my leftover Mcflurry at his table.
i was like, "EH, YOU CAN HAVE MY FATS. I AM SO SCARED TT I'LL GET FAT BY EATING THIS!"
den i walked off.
and he was like, "ARH? ARH?" pretending blur. so sickening.
den erza shouted sth at him. jess and asilah oso.
HAHAHA
he was dumbfounded lar.
didnt even sae anyting back at us.
COWARD! and some more he's like 30plus yrs old lar.
so fun dissing him.
finally satisfied lar.
hahaha
and we went took the train hm.
wad a memorable encounter!
hahha

ok. im very tired now.
going to study tmr again.
BYEBYE.

i'm really SORRY.

2005-09-30T12:00:00.000+08:00

ok, watching anugerah now and toking to asilah as well.
hahahah
MULTI-TASK.
azmir is CUTE! not DAMN cute, but CUTE. quite meltable. HAHA.
ok stop it.

french exam was quite tough lar.
the listening compre section.. some guy read out a whole story den we muz answer qns.
i don even understand a shit tt he saed. like tok COCK liddat. HAHAH.
jess saed ; oh well guys. all they tok is about COCK. -_-
hahahha
true i guess.
ouhh yar, THANKS to all who wished me good luck lar.
SYIRA; thanks for the sms. =))
PRITHIKA oso; i saw ur face arhh, my mind instantly go blank arh! hahaha.. no larr, kidding. THANKEW once again!
i sure needed it.
<3

tomoro english paper.
gonna revise on the letters' formats again later on.
and gonna read cherie's compo again!
her english damn freaking good lar. hahaha
NJ student. heh.
den gonna go study again tomoro wif green flick!
HAHAH

wanna watch anugerah now lar.
IN PEACE.
hahah
BYEBYE.

2005-09-29T11:13:00.000+08:00

i feel so tired. =/

went tbp wif prithika again todae.
bought the famous amos FUDGE BROWNIE AGAIN!
prithika lar! got me addicted to it. sheesh.
but heck, its damn nice and just so GOOD in ur mouth.
hahah
damn damn nice.
nicer than MRS FIELDS one.
anw, PRITHIKA is a very nice person indeed lar.
damn dirty in the mind but very nice lar.
SHAKE LEGS ONLY. horny horny. HAHAH.
but no lar, she's a very fun company.
and wen she's not in the good mood, she tok RUBBISH.
UTTER RUBBISH.
hahahha
overall, very fun person to hang ard wif.
prithika, sorry for all i saed last yr lar. FORGET ALL THAT LAR. ur memory so good.
hahaha. =)

ok, i should go off now.
FRENCH exam tomoro!
im scared. =/
should go read my notes again.
BYEBYE.

2005-09-28T13:04:00.000+08:00

toking to kak shasha/anies is so fun!
=D
hahaha..
put ur head up high.. buat bodoh saje..
hahhaha..
but yar, im really not gonna bother abt all dose fucked up ppl lar.
assume wadever u ppl wan.
bitch all u wan. u'll eventually stop one dae anw.
fyi, i got a heck of better taste.
-__-

an obvious example of immaturity.

ydae was the most fucked up dae ever.
chua chu kang mrt stn.
=X
went coswae pt to get cherie's present.
den just walked ard til 5plus.

the 2003 maths paper is so difficult.
tskk.
i gave up halfwae and went online.
HAH.

ok shall go off now.
BYEBYE.

SO SHALLOW.
TSKK.

2005-09-26T08:11:00.000+08:00

i just received 2 rectangular containers of FERRERO ROCHER!!
<33333333
HEAVEN!
gosh..
ydae got 2 now anoder 2!
and i've been eating them non stop!
<333
chocolates!
=D

we will find another way.

2005-09-26T08:05:00.001+08:00

i cleverly left my pencil case at izzaty's hse.
and now i have nothing to do my compo and revision wif.
plus, i don lyke using my brother's lousy pens.
but i still have to do it somehow.
tskk. i'll go buy a pen later lar.

anw, yesterdae was FUN.
met erza at 4.30, ok fine i met erza at 4.55.
heh, i was late. sorry lar.
and she was calling me every next minute saying, lincah lar minah! wich means, hurry up simply.
it was so funny.
cos she's alwaes the one who has to wait for me.
=X sorry.
hahah
and she saw tis GAY couple in frt of her wen she was waiting for me at orchard mrt.
and dey were hugging, one of dem told the oder, "I'LL LOVE YOU EVEN IF U DID GO AWAY!"
how freaking GAY is tt?
HAHAH
and den dey started kissing the shoulders.
EWWWW, SICK ASSES.
erza tried so hard not to laff.
and was smsing me the whole ting and i was laffing to myself in the bus.
=/
hahahah
anw, den we went to eat at far east.
walked2 ard...
den took neos at heeren.
DAMN NICE.
i agree wif erza lar, my hair looks nicer wen i tied it like ydae.
though abit minah but like erza saed, every girl has her tiny bit of minahness.
-__- tt's stupid.
hahhaha
and i tink i'll tie my hair liddat to skool frm tmr onwards.
if not my hair look like broom according to erza.
TSKK.
hahahah
anw, we left town at 6plus.
den went to padang.
just gave the ticket.
sat for ard 30mis den we left for esplanade.
FLINGS! (hahaha, private joke)
stupid erza.
after EOYs lar.
=)
hahhaha
at 9plus went back to town.
hanged ard near borders dere.
den went back hm at 10plus.
=D

ok and now im scared for french EOY on thursdae.
=/

shall go off now.
BYEBYE.

2005-09-26T08:05:00.000+08:00

2005-09-22T13:55:00.000+08:00

i'm falling sick again, dammit.
i hate the flu.
>(

i still have 3 compos to do by fridae.
stupid.

btw, i wont be blogging much lar dese daes.
too busy. EOYs coming oso.
and noting interesting to blog abt oso.
so yar, juz keep tagging if u wan.
=)

ok, im really tired rite now.
stupid nose keep on sneezing.
wanna go rest now lar.
wake up call tomoro at 6am. =/
ms tan assigned radha to kol me everydae so tt i wont be late for skool as usual.
and she saed tt my skirt is too short. and she'll book me the next time.
TSKK.
haiyah, gtg now lar.
BYEBYE.

2005-09-20T10:41:00.000+08:00

wokay. didnt blog for the past few daes.
were too busy. cos of my cuzzie's engagement.
anw, went to diyana's hse on sat in the evening.
den ard 7pm, we decided to go shop for top to match our skirts for the engagement.
so went bugis. yes, again. -__-
but it was damn fun lar.
we couldnt decide on wich one to get.
so we went up and down, in and out the whole place.
it was so tiring.
and at last, we finally bought someting.
i bought a plain pink top that's quite fitting. but damn comfy.
and diyana bought someting orangey-pinkish wif abit flowers at the top left.
NICE. =)
so aft tt, bought some accesories.
den we went to rest at bk for awhile.
went hm at nearly 11pm.
i still remember the DARE. diyana is DAMN CRAZY lar.
i would never do sth liddat; for $5.
HAHAHA

den the ENGAGEMENT itself. it was VERY GRAND lar.
i got so tired going everywer, helping all the aunties. =/
hahaha
so funny lar.
den my cuzzie looked DAMN PRETTY.
i love her evening gown.
so nice. and it's actually designed by her own brother, a fashion designer!
so funkyy.
one of my cuzzin is actually a fashion designer.
hahhaha ok, big deal.
but the dress was really nice.
we juz stayed dere till 7plus.
den went bukit pjg plaza for awhile wif diyana.
den went hm at ard 9plus.

went to je juz now aft skool.
did nothing lar.
stayed dere till 5 den took bus hm.

now im off to do the lit essay.
BYEBYE.

i'm finally enjoying it.
=D

2005-09-17T15:45:00.000+08:00

WE WON ULTIMATE FRISBEE!
=D
it was so damn tiring but fun lar.
bof the klases tt we played wif, G3 and S2 are gd lar.
compared to the rest, todae's matches were not tt easy.
STILL, we got 1st in the end.
we're good lar. hahahha
oh yar, lisa sprained her ankle.
poor thing lar, and her bird died!
pity her lar, she was screaming mostly cos of the pain and i guess partly cos of the bird's death.
the bird's name so cute lar, FRISBEE MARIE JOY.
poor bird.

went yishun aft frisbee.
den went causewae pt wif my cuzzie.
and now i just reached hm.
im so freaking tired.
BYEBYE.

please take me far away;
to a world of yesterday.

2005-09-15T09:59:00.000+08:00

frisbee was tiring.
but it was a gd game lar.
finals tis fridae, of all daes!
how?
shuld i skip the game? but it's the finals!
haiyah, stupid.

the ferst few periods of the dae was spent dozing off.
i dono why but i was damn tired.

friendster is changed again.
added more stuff.
but still abt the same lar to me.

tomoro will be anoder long dae.

gtg now.
BYEBYE.

fridae, HOW HOW HOW?

2005-09-14T13:16:00.000+08:00

skool was as normal.
recess was spent in klass wif asilah.
hahaha, i noe i am to notice tt u wanna watch brother's grimm lar.
but i really MIGHT NOT go ok.
see ferst.

lit mass lec was sickening.
i got distracted far awayy.
ask erza or jess. =/
~~it's all your fault. it's been exactly a month now. 13aug;i'll never forget. you most probably have, but i do not care.~~
i wasnt being emo lar gundus! pffts.
i do not get upset and start cutting myself, u noe. unlike some ppl lar. so yar, don get it wrong.
i was just plainly distracted.
you dont need to know why ok.
it's not of any importance.

i was too tired to listen to mme just now during french, really.
and i was also too tired to even care how much i got for the third test.
got b3 or b4 i tink.
good enuf lar.
it just seem to get draggy every time.
>(
the day was very long, i admit.

;all i want is a boy like you.
13th AUGUST 2005.

2005-09-13T12:21:00.000+08:00

again time wasted sitting and rotting in the library.
but i managed to finish my malay hmwk, at least.
it was still very irritating.
~~i shouldn't have gone to the library in the ferst place.~~
no one's fault.

you HAD to spoil it all.
everything is over now lar.
dont drag it on, dear boy.
let it go;

bahh.
BYEBYE.

2005-09-12T14:55:00.000+08:00

VMA was boring lar.
i didnt even see rihanna perform, only saw her coming up the white carpet.
tskk.
and the ending was so abrupt.
since u been gone, den finished.
=/

anw, todae was damn fun!
izzaty is so kecoh lar.
hahahha
some more she LOVES taking pictures, just like me.
so we took alot of wacky fotos lar.
esp at far east.
HAHAHA
the performance at youth park was not tt happening lar.
but i did get vannesa's signature for erza and for miself.
hahahha
it was kinda weird. =/
but fun!
hahahah
and she wrote for me, FARINA, KEEP SMILING! love, [her signature]
i guess it was becos i kept smiling like a stupid idiot.
hahahhaha
izzaty was just waiting for me lar.
and erza she wrote, thanks alot i tink. something liddat lar.
hahahha
ok before going youth park, we just walked ard cine, heeren tt area.
took neos too. =)
izzaty's helping me scan and i'll put it up here, i tink.
see ferst.
and maybe the oder fotos too.
aft the performance, went to far east.
=D
hahahha
such a dae to remember.
so many cute guys lar.
and izzaty is so funny.
"EH, WE SHALL BE ON A CUTE BOY HUNT OK? GIVE ME A NUDGE IF U FIND ONE"
HAHHAHA
ok, so yarr.
we got disturbed alot of times oso lar.
so idiotic.
hahahah
ok den we ate at rose garden restaurant.
at 9 she went hm, and i met my aunt and my cuzzie.
tok and tok and tok till 11pm.
and now, im trying to do the ace learning shit.
hahahha
den im off to sleep.
ok, i haven even do my letter writing.
haiyah.

gtg now.
BYEBYE.

you're cute too lar!
hahaha

2005-09-11T05:30:00.000+08:00

i wanna go out again todae.
=(
but no, i wont.
been going out too much, and my hmwk is not even 1% done.
tskk.
some more tomoro, i'll be going out wif izzati[my old fren] AGAIN.
hahah
going to youth park.
bushmen, parking lot pimp and alot more are performing.
=D
and im supposed to get PLP's autograph for erza.
if not she'll knock my head on mondae. =/
HAHAHAH
i dont promise, but i'll try. =)
cos my cuzzie is one of the organiser for the thing tomoro.
and she noes dem.
so yar, i'll TRY my best.

ouh yar, i'm supposed to be party-ing todae?
hmmm.. wen i'm like stuck at hm.
pffts.

VMA TONITE!!!
it's starting at 8pm, but all of u should watch the opening thingy at 7pm.
my cuzzie saed RIHANNA will be performing!
=D
ok yes, i cant wait!
4 and 1/2 more hours. =/

ok, i tink i should really get my butss of the com now,
and start doing my hmwk.
=(
BYEBYE.

<3

2005-09-10T03:37:00.000+08:00

Far from complicating matters, telling the truth during a moment like this will actually clear the air, especially if it's about an old issue that you've kept under the rug for far too long. Speak up.

hmmm, SPEAK UP??
=/

ok anw, im fasting todae.
=(
and im going out later, yes again.
going out wif my old fren, izzati and her bro.
dono wer we're going either.
hahaha
meeting dem at 2pm.
anw, wake up by hilary is playing now on MTV.
i hate the song, let alone the singer.
dono why, but my cuzzie loves the song.
EWWW. =/
the song so stupid lar.
wad london paris tokyo shit.
hahahha
fine, i just hate it ok.

psst, YOU'RE CUTE!
;)

i better go off now.
BYEBYE.

WE BE BURNING NOT CONCERNING WAD THE OTHERS GONNA SAY;
<3

2005-09-09T13:50:00.000+08:00

i need a distraction, really.
my mind's dead currently.
and it's all your fault.
>(

and nothing else seems to go inside my head.
except for ***;

; time you recognise it.
and stop living in denial.

2005-09-09T12:15:00.000+08:00

I LOVEEEE WE BE BURNING BY SEAN PAUL!<3
DAMN NICE LAR THE SONG.
WHEE, SEAN PAUL'S BACK!<3
I AM GOING TO GET HIS NEW ALBUM, THE TRINITY!
HAVE TO WAIT FOR 19 MORE DAES.
COUNTDOWN.
HAHAHA

btw,i haven't even started mugging for EOYs.
=/

aniwae, ydae's swimming was nice. =)
did the eng project ferst.
at least, its over and done wif.
den swam till 5plus.
after tt, met diyana, my cuzzie at bkt btk mrt.
went bugis wif her.
had dinner at macs.
den we went to shop for more tops.
=D
it was so fun lar.
after tt, at7plus, went to town.
met our 2 oder cuzzies.
one werking at BEBE at wisma, anoder at TIMBERLAND at taka.
den bof of dem asked us to wait till dey finished their werk, tt is at 9.30
so we just walked ard.
den at 9pm, went to wait for the 2 of dem at wheelock's BK.
ate cheesesticks while diyana bought nachos frm orange julius.
damn nice. =)
bof of dem came at ard 10plus.
the four of us sat dere and tok and tok and tok abt lots of tings.
hahahha
and the one werking at BEBE wans me and diyana to be her "bridesmaid" sort of at her engagement next sundae. =/
its just an engagement and she's doing it so grandly lar.
all the gifts so chim; PRADA, GUCCI, GUESS, NINE WEST, ETC...
yes, VERY materialistic.
and its only the engagement.
hahaha
so yar, den we left only nearing midnite.
took train back to diyana's hm.
slept at her hse.

todae was fun too.
went out wif my nursery frens.
the longest frens i've ever had.
hahahah
talked alot lar.
and laffed alot too.
i <3 dem loads.
went hm onli at 7plus.

ok, i'm going to start doing my werk tomoro.
i'm too tired todae. =X
gtg now.
BYE.

2005-09-07T11:25:00.000+08:00

science mass lec just now was a waste of time lar.
but i did learn one thing though.
POWER= VOLTAGExCURRENT
hahahha
tts all.
i didnt even copy the solutions.
=/
aniwae, the whole 3 hrs was spent crapping away.
erza distract me alot lar.
hahaha
den poor syira had to sit in frt though she didnt even tok.
stupid mrs neo. tskk.
hahaha

after the thing, me, erza and jess went to jrg lib.
and studied.
HAHAHA
studied= open book, stare and mock ppl.
ok, i was trying to finish up english compo but to no avail.
hahah
erza studied lit, or so she claimed.
and jess read one pg of the sci txtbk, i repeat ONE PAGE.
hahahha
ok, at least we studied. -__-
we stayed dere till 2pm.
den went to hav lunch at kfc.
went hm straight aft tt.
didnt do much at hm.
i slept till 6pm.
den went online.
blah blah blah.

ok, i wanna go watch TRL now.
BYEBYE.
cant wait to go swim tomoro!
=D

i wanna know how you feel;
and whether all this is real.

2005-09-06T14:13:00.000+08:00

had lots of fun indeed just now!
=D
missed the whole fun going out wif my mom and my 2 bros.
its been long since we go out together.
anw, went lot 1 just now.
ate PIZZA HUT!
the crust filled wif chicken sausage.
DAMN YUMMMYYYY!
we laffed so much during eating oso.
and i got stomach cramps aft tt.
hahhaha
some more we ate 16 chiken drumlets.
imagine how bloated each of us were aft eating everyting.
hahhaha
but it was nice.
=)
aft tt, we went IMM.
bought lots of stuff.
and now i just reached hm.
missed incredibles tales again!
and its abt pontianak!
tskk.
anw, dere's science mass lec tomoro.
8.15 to 11.15am.
THREE HOURS!
den me and erza gonna "party" in klass again.
hehehe

ok, better go rest now.
BYEBYE.

but when it comes to me,
you don't even notice me.